Ice age heat wave, can't complain.
If the world's at large, why should I remain?
Walked away to another plan.
Gonna find another place, maybe one I can stand.
...
The days get shorter and the nights get cold.
I like the autumn, but this place is getting old.
I pack up my belongings and I head for the coast.
It might not be a lot but I feel like I'm making the most.
The days get longer and the nights smell green.
I guess it's not surprising, but it's spring and I should leave.

"The World At Large" -Modest Mouse.

Buzz
Buzz
Buzz

Doc, there's a hole where something was.
Doc, there's a hole where something was.

It's SO hard to be candid in these things. Overthinking, always overthinking.
Syntax, diction, spelling errors, eloquency.
You can take the girl out of the school, but you can't take the school out of the girl.

I can't fucking see. Like, legitimately can't see. I practically have my nose pressef up to the computer screen as I type. Just another aspect of life beyond my control, I guess?

Tomorrow. Oh god. The dreaded transition.
I'm pretty much in this alone. The dam's about to burst. A flood of intrusive questions will ensue.

I feel somewhat guilty. Like a incontinent, senile dog who's flooded the house with piss. Everyone's screaming at me for something I can't control. Yet, I'm not even sure what's going on, myself. I feel like shit for inconviencing everyone, yet I just stand there with a vacant look on my face. Everyone's gotta clean my fucking mess.

Gross analogy. Jeez....

If anyone's feeling guilty themselves for anything they've done to me in the past (whether intentional or not), please don't feel like you have to make up for it in any way. Just throwing that out there.

And if not, then I send my sincere thanks and appreciation.

(But don't let the doctor in. I want to blow off steam)

I JUST BROKE MY TOE!
Crutches?! Hopefully!

This is the grace that only we can bestow.
This is the price you pay for loss of control.
This is the break in the bend.
This is the closest of calls.
This is the reason you're alone
THIS IS THE RISE AND THE FALL!